I am

Growing up it has been hard to believe in the essence of timing, the essence that when the time is right it will happen. I always hated when people would tell me, when the time is right it will happen.  Just. Have. Patience. [insert 🙄]

I know how much of the good in my life has come at its own time, it was still a struggle for me to believe and to have patience

Today I still have a hard time believing that something this amazing that we have prayed for has finally come into form. 

I, of course would've loved to keep it to myself until next year when it was time but we have told some family and friends so I know it was time to let all the people who kept us in their prayers over the past 8 years also know. 

I know that this has only been possible because of God and all the prayers we have had for us and our dream to become parents. I do know that the time is right and that our prayers have been answer.  I do know that we have had some of the best people stick by us through all of this and I couldn't ask for a better support system than what we have.  

I am happy and excited to announce that E and I are expecting a baby boy in January 2017. 

I am going to be a mother. I will finally make E a daddy and we will finally be parents.  

I don't think that I am fully aware of how much love and joy is going on in my body, we are currently 16 weeks and 2 days today

So if you asked me in April or early May if I was pregnant and I told you no.  I was but I had no clue.  I didn't find out myself until May 21st.